Damn, haven't seen this thing in forever! Seriously, I totally forgot I had this thing.
So much to update for my non-existent fans!
I'm off my anti-depressants, and actually seem to be ok now that they are mostly out of my system. It's still taking a bit to adjust to having emotions again.
I have a job! Currently working at [name redacted] and it's pretty spiffy. I can wear jeans!!!!! You have no idea how happy this made me! Seriously, I look horrible in khaki. The shirt color is ugly, but the apron covers a fairly good chunk of it.
Started on Monday and have worked the past 4 days. I get tomorrow off and will be working 4 hours on Saturday. I didn't have to take it, but I figured, hey, more hours, more experience, and more money. I just wish I'd stop being so anxious over it. Training is so frustrating for me, but really, I've never had to really try to learn anything, so I think it's hitting me worse than most that I'm making mistakes. Stupid subtotal button stop turning invisible!
I think some of the older people working there have forgotten what it was like to have to learn this stuff, but the ones that remember have been really nice about it all.
I got some pet peeves with the customers (at least when I'm bagging anyway) but I'll save that for another post.
OMG who the fuck pays for groceries with checks now-a-days? The people here, that's who. And it's not exactly consistent enough for me to figure out how it works, either.
Gotta love working evenings/nights. It's not nearly as busy then (at least, after about 7:30 anyway).
Now to watch other people play video games! Current addiction: Fatal Frame series. Curse you Nintendo for keeping the forth game from us!
